It wOuld Always be yOu..

I could still remember the very first day i met him...
He was once thin, always tall and makes that damn loud laugh and i knew he's happy.. That was about three years ago, and i can hardly believe that we are still together even though we are total opposites when it comes to likes.
We have already shared a lot of ideas, made dreams and hope they would all come true when the right time comes.
There would be no appropriate word to define how much i love him.
But then, there would always be this heartache...for me, for him, for both of us..
Just few hours ago, i decided to be alone for a while because of something we both know.
I was damn hurt, and is still hurt because of my own decision.
I don't want him to hear me crying but i need to hear his voice than to see him in tears. As i have expected, even before he answered the phone, it doesn't seem like i am still breathing. I could feel litres of tears falling to my face while he's telling me how much he is loving me. I promised him that i will never ever leave him. But for now, i just did what i have to do. And that is to set ourselves free for mean while. I guess we need to grow up with ourselves not with each other as we still have a lot of time remaining to spend most of our moment together. I know we will be together again someday and realize how much we want and need each other.
He has been my inspiration for everyhting, the one who gives me that smile on my face.
The only man i want to be with forever, the only man i want to share my everything with.
My love will never change and it will grow more and more everyday.

My 19th Year in this Crazy World;-)

Happy Birthday to me! haha.. Thanks for those who greeted me too early, for those who greeted me just on time and as well as for those who forgot to greet me! lol

Officemates are all yelling, saying "painum ka naman yza!haha" and then i'll make face and tell them I do not drink alcoholic drinks(yeah just to save my savings ever!) LOL. That is true,though I got wasted last year for my birthday as my beloved Kiko gave me permission to drink as much as I CAN. Unfortunately, I'm knocked down.

It was so overwhelming to hear again from my old classmates way way back from Elementary and High School; they never forget me, aww..
I remember the memories everytime i spend my birthday, my friends would always make it special.
And of course, for my family who supported me all the way since I was at my tip toe . Miss them a lot.

Well, my birthday would not be complete without my Kikoman who is always there to make me laugh when I need him. Every year I thank God for giving me such wonderful presents to boast to people, to be confident enough to tell others that i have something that no one could ever have, no one could ever see other than me.

This year, I admit I have recieved a lot of blessings. And I know it'll keep coming just as long as i stay happy.
Anyway, we are planning to go out after my office hours. We will make this day last(though i have to attend a party at 2am,ouch).
And he said he have something to tell me(surprise! surprise!). I wonder what it is. Don't worry, i'll get back to you shortly and tell it to you whatever it is. alrighty? Gotta go back to work now!
Looking forward for my 20th birthday..
xiao;-)

Wanna Have Simultaneous Partial Face and Double Hand Transplant?

In Paris, a burn victim who received a simultaneous partial face and double hand transplant in a French hospital has died, the Paris Public Hospital authority said Monday.
The man, whose name has not been made public, died June 8(11 days before my birthday..hihi) after suffering a heart attack during followup surgery to the April 4 transplant.
The Public Hospital authority at the time said it was the world's sixth partial face transplant but the first to include hands as well.
The Public Hospital authority had described the recipient as a 30-year-old man who was injured in a 2004 accident that had left him with scars preventing any social life.
The man did not show signs of rejecting the transplanted organs at the time of his death, the Public Hospital authority said. However, a bacterial inflammation appeared some four weeks after the original transplant.
The man had expressed satisfaction upon seeing his new face and hands before he died, the statement said.
He died at the Henri Mondor hospital in the Paris suburb of Creteil, where the operation had been performed, according to the statement.
The man's upper face had been reconstructed, with scalp, forehead, nose, ears and upper and lower eyelids attached. The man also received a new set of hands, attached above the wrist. All the relevant nerves, tendons, arteries and veins were reconnected.
A French woman, Isabelle Dinoire, underwent the first partial face transplant in 2005 in Amiens, France. Other recipients include another European patient, a Chinese farmer and a woman operated on last year in Cleveland, Ohio.
The Public Hospital authority expressed its condolences to the family of the dead man and paid tribute to his courage.
It said it continued to have confidence in medical teams carrying out clinical research and tissue transplants for the face.

Flushed Puppy Survived!

A London puppy had a lucky escape after a four-year-old boy accidentally flushed it down the toilet when he was trying to wash it,(aw..) the Daily Mirror reported on Monday. The week-old cocker spaniel's young owner, Daniel Blair, thought the puppy needed a wash after it got muddy playing in the garden, so he put it in the toilet and flushed it. But his plan went disastrously wrong when the animal was swept away and became trapped in a waste pipe for nearly four hours. Firefighters and animal welfare officers could not reach it, so Daniel's mother eventually called a plumber, who found the dog lying upside down in a pipe about 20 metres away from their house in Northolt, west London. The dog -- which has been named Dyno after the plumbing firm which rescued it -- is now safe and well and back with the family. Daniel has apologised, blaming his twin brother for getting the dog dirty and saying: "I had to give him a wash. I'm so, so sorry. I won't do it again." A real survivor puppy huh;-)

I Miss Going Back tO School!

This could just be the very worst part for those who had a very great vacation!
and the most exciting part for a geeks' life haha..
GOING BACK TO SCHOOL! So sad i am done with schooling at an early age..i was accelerated to grade 1(aw, fanatastic kid) so i never had the opportunity to be on kindergarten..and i graduated from High School at 15yrs old. And i graduated from college at 17(i took associate course,hihi so cool for me.)
It is not that i hate school. It's just that i enjoy the outside world of it. I love wearing sexy school uniforms though(ahuh..) And i love the allowance(like other teens). And of course, i looove hanging out with my friends and share horrible and crappy stories with them! I miss them a lot.
I miss waking up early, as early as 5:00 am, sucks,right? But then, i will come to school late everyday. My professors could have failed me because of that. But then again i used my pretty little munchie charm.LOL. I could've done better if only vehicles could be on my way right away. I live in a village in Zambales before so it was so hard for me as taxis are not available unlike here in my world now.
And the best part that i miss is kissing my mom and dad before i go to school. I miss them soo much.
My dad usually prepares my breakfast, and my mom usually prepares my sexy skirt and formal colared blouse
and as well as my sister's.
For sure i miss the cheer leading competitions where i was a cheerleader(B-A-N-A-N-A).lol
I miss the sportsfests where i've been the reigning Ms. Sportsfest '07.
And of course, i would love to go back to the stage where i had my diploma and realized that i am finally out of school and i need to face a new world.
So guys, better enjoy your school days and make the most of it as you will miss all of the thing and you might regret about the things that you should have done but you haven't even tried.
Make bunch of friends these semester fellas! mwah.

Hiding Something?

Think your boyfriend's hiding something??
Hm..you could definitely smell if there is!
I wonder what are the possible "symptoms" of being secretive..
I asked my colleagues and they answered me like hell,haha!

Camille wrote: When he doesn't give you his cellphone i guess? Me and my boyfriend makes a lot of texting when we are away from each other. And there's no reason why he can't lend me his cellphone..

oohh..

Cleo: When he's out of the topic though you're with him! Something's bugging him and you will notice that right away..

ahuh..

i asked male buddies as well...

King: I will not give out my email address..hahaha.. If i do have a girlfriend, i would definitely not give my cellphone number out for the hot chick, i'd rather give my email address..and barabem baraboom..

Uggrhh..disgusting you creep..


while buddy Arlon says......

Arlon: I will be sweeter than ever..so that she will never notice that i am hiding something!


Well, that makes sense.. So if i do have a boyfriend and gives me that very sweet and lingering touches for no occassion he must be hiding something?? You think so? Hm..we'll figure that out..

Anyway, the comments and side stories that i got from my buds are just examples..
We cannot really make sure that our boy or girl is not hiding/hiding something..
It actually depends how defensive and wise they are.
It would only be a disaster if you will not figure out the situation going on.
I hate it when someone hides something from me, I HATE IT.
And i will hate you forever if you're hiding something negatively from me.
It is up to you how to make the secret explode,
We rather face the truth or make ourselves ready for whatever may occur.