Friday, July 3, 2009

Dare You to mOve by switchfoot

Hi everyone, jUst wanna share this lyrics..it beats me up inside
and wanna makesme cry everytime i hear this, been two years since my
Pardz Arlon sang this song to me and yes he rOcks..
I just miss my buddy..urggh..
Hope i cOuld hear this sOng again frOm yOu Pardz..see you very soOn!
This one's fOr you;-)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uK_E7xS7AtQ

Dare You To Move
Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next
What happens next

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before
Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened before

Sunday, June 28, 2009

It wOuld Always be yOu..








I could still remember the very first day i met him...
He was once thin, always tall and makes that damn loud laugh and i knew he's happy.. That was about three years ago, and i can hardly believe that we are still together even though we are total opposites when it comes to likes.
We have already shared a lot of ideas, made dreams and hope they would all come true when the right time comes.
There would be no appropriate word to define how much i love him.
But then, there would always be this heartache...for me, for him, for both of us..
Just few hours ago, i decided to be alone for a while because of something we both know.
I was damn hurt, and is still hurt because of my own decision.
I don't want him to hear me crying but i need to hear his voice than to see him in tears. As i have expected, even before he answered the phone, it doesn't seem like i am still breathing. I could feel litres of tears falling to my face while he's telling me how much he is loving me. I promised him that i will never ever leave him. But for now, i just did what i have to do. And that is to set ourselves free for mean while. I guess we need to grow up with ourselves not with each other as we still have a lot of time remaining to spend most of our moment together. I know we will be together again someday and realize how much we want and need each other.
He has been my inspiration for everyhting, the one who gives me that smile on my face.
The only man i want to be with forever, the only man i want to share my everything with.
My love will never change and it will grow more and more everyday.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

My 19th Year in this Crazy World;-)

Happy Birthday to me! haha.. Thanks for those who greeted me too early, for those who greeted me just on time and as well as for those who forgot to greet me! lol

Officemates are all yelling, saying "painum ka naman yza!haha" and then i'll make face and tell them I do not drink alcoholic drinks(yeah just to save my savings ever!) LOL. That is true,though I got wasted last year for my birthday as my beloved Kiko gave me permission to drink as much as I CAN. Unfortunately, I'm knocked down.

It was so overwhelming to hear again from my old classmates way way back from Elementary and High School; they never forget me, aww..
I remember the memories everytime i spend my birthday, my friends would always make it special.
And of course, for my family who supported me all the way since I was at my tip toe . Miss them a lot.

Well, my birthday would not be complete without my Kikoman who is always there to make me laugh when I need him. Every year I thank God for giving me such wonderful presents to boast to people, to be confident enough to tell others that i have something that no one could ever have, no one could ever see other than me.

This year, I admit I have recieved a lot of blessings. And I know it'll keep coming just as long as i stay happy.
Anyway, we are planning to go out after my office hours. We will make this day last(though i have to attend a party at 2am,ouch).
And he said he have something to tell me(surprise! surprise!). I wonder what it is. Don't worry, i'll get back to you shortly and tell it to you whatever it is. alrighty? Gotta go back to work now!
Looking forward for my 20th birthday..
xiao;-)

Monday, June 15, 2009

Wanna Have Simultaneous Partial Face and Double Hand Transplant?


In Paris, a burn victim who received a simultaneous partial face and double hand transplant in a French hospital has died, the Paris Public Hospital authority said Monday.
The man, whose name has not been made public, died June 8(11 days before my birthday..hihi) after suffering a heart attack during followup surgery to the April 4 transplant.
The Public Hospital authority at the time said it was the world's sixth partial face transplant but the first to include hands as well.
The Public Hospital authority had described the recipient as a 30-year-old man who was injured in a 2004 accident that had left him with scars preventing any social life.
The man did not show signs of rejecting the transplanted organs at the time of his death, the Public Hospital authority said. However, a bacterial inflammation appeared some four weeks after the original transplant.
The man had expressed satisfaction upon seeing his new face and hands before he died, the statement said.
He died at the Henri Mondor hospital in the Paris suburb of Creteil, where the operation had been performed, according to the statement.
The man's upper face had been reconstructed, with scalp, forehead, nose, ears and upper and lower eyelids attached. The man also received a new set of hands, attached above the wrist. All the relevant nerves, tendons, arteries and veins were reconnected.
A French woman, Isabelle Dinoire, underwent the first partial face transplant in 2005 in Amiens, France. Other recipients include another European patient, a Chinese farmer and a woman operated on last year in Cleveland, Ohio.
The Public Hospital authority expressed its condolences to the family of the dead man and paid tribute to his courage.
It said it continued to have confidence in medical teams carrying out clinical research and tissue transplants for the face.